I’m over 40 years old, I’ve met him since I was a student; We used to take each other out a few times and then he disappeared.
At that time, I always loved him, partly because I was a provincial citizen and of normal stature, partly because there were not many followers. After graduating from school, I had a stable job, got married, but my husband gambled and was in debt, often leaving home made me miserable. I found his phone number and texted him. Then we met, had an above-average relationship for over a year. While I was immersed in my thoughts, he was silent, texting without replying, calling without answering.
Five years later, he started texting interactively via chat with me. Because of honor and hate, I do not enthusiastically interact. One week recently, while I was sad because my husband left home, I suddenly received a text message from him asking for his regards. Like getting a spiritual medicine, I enthusiastically interacted, and wanted to meet up to drink water and coffee to not be sad. During the day, he texted very affectionately; evening is never answer me. I’m still struggling to find a way to forget him, knowing this person is not decent, why do I keep remembering. Maybe it’s because I’m lonely in this sea of people?
Many times I want to be free from suffering, but thinking of my children, I try to be strong and resilient. Life is so sad. Please give me advice, how to be less sad and enlightened in this relationship?
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