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Money and fame don’t mean much to me

I’m male, 23 years old, average office worker, salary is neither high nor low, never experienced any love relationship.

From small to large, I have been through so much suffering, so I am quiet, thinking a lot, like to observe, do not like to eat, dance, party. Currently, I do not use social networks because I see the values ​​on it as few, meaningless and ephemeral, while it influences too much to modern thinking and life. For example, if you don’t read, don’t reply to messages, you get angry with each other, and then you see that everywhere you go, you live in a virtual world, take a bunch of pictures just to post, but rarely review or use as a souvenir. I also don’t have any friends, so I have a lot of time to observe and reflect on what’s going on around me.

I experienced and was not very interested in the dynamic and colorful life of people younger than me. I want to see how the life of an older person is like, so I often go to My Confidential VnExpress to read. Through many articles, I do not feel surprised, sometimes even bored; many cases of divorce, separation, husband and wife bored, suspicious of each other, the relationship between the two sides, mother-in-law and daughter-in-law… In fact, in my hometown, relatives tear each other apart because of a few pieces. will land. I find it difficult to understand, almost everyone around me thinks quite simply but makes everything so complicated.

Then when I come back to myself, I think about the future, what will it be like in 5-10 years, could I live like the majority, following the motif of the people around me? For example, colleagues who go to work five days a week, eight hours a day, go to the office to have fun, socialize, follow hot topics …, at weekends take their children to entertainment centers, supermarkets, take pictures. pictures, and then go on holiday to travel… keep repeating that year after year. Earn a lot of money and then get married, have a wife and children, have a nice house, a nice car, a high position in the company, a position in society, that prospect for many people is very desirable but for me it is tasteless. Money and fame don’t mean much to me, everything ends up in dust.

I also think about being single (in fact, no one who thinks like me would dare to fall in love). I hope that I will soon be freed from the cramped office work, from this modern and noisy society. I always look towards the peaceful countryside in my childhood, but there are many different constraints that I’m still stuck in, can’t think of a way out, don’t know what to do.

I apologize for the negative post, but that’s my thought, tossing and turning every night without knowing who to confide in. I’m young but I feel life is really boring.

Luan

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