For the past month, I have been sick and have to stay at home for treatment, specifically I would like to apologize for not being mentioned here. I had to send my two children back to my hometown to ask my grandparents to take care of me. Because my husband is still busy working, I mostly recover in bed, some days have to go to the hospital for injections.
I miss my child very much but reluctantly I have no other choice. Usually my husband leaves for work early, I can still get up and eat, so he will buy food to keep in the fridge and then I cook it myself. Almost every day my husband comes home late, at 10 pm or even 11 pm he does not come home.
He also dined out. Husband and wife did not see each other all day, when my husband came home late at night, I was tired and went to bed. He even sleeps next to the office, not sharing a bed with his wife. If only he could spend less time having breakfast with me in the morning, chatting a few sentences would cheer me up…
He even sleeps next to the office, not sharing a bed with his wife. (Illustration)
Over the past month, my condition has improved well, but inside I am increasingly insecure and sad. My husband and I have been married for almost ten years, have two children, I am the same age as my husband, so I look older than him. The husband must be tired of this old, ugly and sickly wife. Not being outspoken because he was still thinking about responsibility. Just looking at her husband’s cold indifference was enough to understand that she no longer had feelings for me.
The more I think about it, the more bored I get. Sad fate of women, giving birth to take care of small children, raising a family, and finally accepting indifference. Sad also with husband and wife relationship, when young, healthy and beautiful, they are still happy together, when they are sick and sick, other people’s true faces are exposed.
A few days ago my best friend returned from a long business trip. Listen to the story, it loves me very much. But still advise me not to think too pessimistically. If you don’t want to ask your husband directly for fear of lying, then you can secretly install a camera at home, from which you will know everything your husband is doing behind your back. So there’s no need to speculate anymore.
I immediately asked him to call someone to install it, one in my bedroom, one in my husband’s office. After the first night, during the day my husband left for work, I opened the camera history to review the images recorded the previous night. After watching it, I was shocked and couldn’t believe it.
My husband came home, looked into the room and saw his wife was sleeping, then came to check my blanket. Then he goes to the office and works for another 2 hours, then wakes up at 12 pm. He really works hard, there is no such thing as texting or calling anyone.
After work, he went to my room, gently pulled up a chair and sat by his wife’s bed, clasping her hands in prayer. Before he leaves, he gently caresses my cheek, brushing the hair that falls from my face, so gently that I never notice without looking into the camera.
He prayed for about 15 minutes, then returned to his office, worked for an hour, then slept. Sitting by his wife’s bed to pray, I couldn’t hear him clearly, but I think I just wanted to get well soon.
Knowing that my husband wanted to hide from me, I didn’t expose him, just told him to stay healthy no matter what he did. (Illustration)
For a whole week, every night he did the same thing without change. I cried before my husband’s heart for me, even more embarrassed when I thought badly of him. Obviously, he didn’t want to disturb my sleep, so he slept next to the office. Departing early in the morning and returning late at night, he must have received something more than the main job.
It was true that he had lost a lot of weight lately. I quit my job without getting paid to treat the disease, the family economy depends on my own husband. If I don’t love you, I’ll stop thinking about it. Luckily, I didn’t say or do anything to hurt her.
Knowing that my husband wanted to hide from me, I didn’t tell him everything, just told him to stay healthy no matter what he did. Because he is a spiritual support and strength for me and my mother. Now, I can only try to relax to get well soon, build a family with him and raise my children to be human.
My husband doesn’t make much money, his family background is normal too, but until now, I feel that the decision to marry him was the right thing.