Lost girlfriend because of bitter words

I admired her for a long time, considered her as an idol, she completely didn’t know this. I kept liking you silently for three years. Until the last Covid epidemic, the company carried out three on-site activities, I had the opportunity to interact with her a lot, confess my feelings and be accepted by her. The two learn and love each other for nearly a year. In the process of love, we often quarrel, ask to break up, a few days later make up again. Gradually, I feel that she no longer spends much time with me. I also thought that she was bored but stubbornly refused to let go of her hand, afraid of regret.

>> My girlfriend and I fight every week

Things started to get stressful when the company had a lot of work, I was a manager so I was under pressure and I understand that. One day, she said she would “miss” for a few days to regain her balance. I tend to speculate, thinking that she was bored, so I found a way to avoid it and let me let go. During those three days, because I did not understand the story, I sent a bitter text message and asked for a breakup. After that, she tricked me into getting hold of the phone, deleting all messages with pictures of the two of us. She said that I have no respect for her, always inferring and imposing my thoughts on others. I erased everything and we did it again. I was so shocked that I said bitter, slightly insulting words and asked to break up with you. She agreed, saying she didn’t want to be my “toy” anymore.

I block all contacts, delete friends on social networks. Now at the company, she is very happy with other people, treating me as an enemy. I know I’ve hurt you, I’m determined that I can’t save it anymore, but I want to say I’m really sorry. Can anyone give me some advice, now the distance between us is too big.

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