When possible, I leave you to love someone else

I love you! Let me call that one last time to ease my mind. The two of them held hands together through the most difficult days, but when I had money… My birthday last year, do you remember what I said? He said: “It’s your birthday, but I’m not around, don’t have anything to give you, are you sad?” I replied: “As long as you love me forever is enough, I don’t need any gifts. I just need you”. It’s amazing, it’s only been a year, and we’ve overcome many difficulties together. I drive a cold car, the car owner makes it difficult and pressurized, I always say: “If you can’t, come home with me, I don’t have money, but I can’t afford to eat and dress. I don’t let anyone pressure me”.

Do you remember the time you lost your job and stayed home with me and you had a kidney stone? I’m in pain that I can’t stand. I stayed up all night, you also stayed up, rubbing my back and belly for me. I wish I could hurt you. Then you go back to work, drive North-South, I can’t stand it at home, even if you run late at night, I still stay up to talk to you to help you sleep, to know that you are still at peace, until someone else runs. I just sleep peacefully. I know you work very hard, in the rain, in the sun, in the heavy work, the meals are full of dust, the bathing and washing are not comfortable. The job of a driver, I feel so sorry, many nights I lie down thinking about you and cry.

I worked for a month when the epidemic came, my area was blocked, I came back to visit you and got stuck. For three months I stayed at home with you, full of worries and difficulties that you didn’t let me think about. When you crave cigarettes, at night, waiting for people to sleep in your bedroom, I go from house to house in the neighborhood to ask you to share the cigarettes for me to smoke, no matter how much you buy, I buy coffee, I never leave it all. It’s very difficult to translate, but if you want anything, I find a way to ask acquaintances outside to buy it. You are sick, you are in pain, I take care of your medicine, I don’t know if you still remember.

Meals, I cooked enough for you to eat, always told me that I was tired of meat so I didn’t eat. Actually, that’s not the case, it’s just that I’m afraid of the translation and I don’t know when, I will eat less to give it to you. When I had a toothache, I took the bark of a mango tree and drank alcohol to suck it without buying medicine. I save money to buy medicine, cigarettes and coffee for you. I’m afraid that when you want it, you won’t have any money. The difficulty is that, but I take care of it completely, not letting you think or lack anything.

I went back to work for two months, had a follower, a stable job, it was a bit more comfortable to ask to break up with me, while I was pregnant. Once, I went 250 km to your house, he didn’t come to see me, I waited until the night and then quietly went home. How many difficulties we have overcome together, but now I just need you to give me an hour to clarify. Through other people, I know why you left me:

One: You control me too much, I don’t like it. I always ask him where he is going, he stops the car to sleep and has to make a video call. It’s not control, I just want to know where you’re going for peace of mind. As for money, I often ask because I am afraid that you will gamble and then owe it again.

I told my sister: “I love you so much, my work is very hard and I have spondylitis and psoriasis. If I had money, I wouldn’t let him go to work. At home, I can do whatever my husband and I do. I’m so worried about him driving, I’m so sorry, so sorry, I don’t know what to do now. In a year or two, I won’t let him go to work.” You think that I pity you for being sick, so you won’t leave me. Why don’t you ask me to know for sure?

You left me because I was too funny, causing fights all the time. While I once said that I was most afraid of fighting, getting angry, then you hung up, blocked the number. You just have to listen to me to understand me, is that right?

After a year of knowing each other, he changed his social media profile to a picture of him and the new person smiling brightly. When people want to quit, people will have enough hundreds of thousands of reasons. Many old sayings: “Rich to change friends, to change wives”, is true for us too. Now that I’m with a new person, with a lot of money, do you ever remember the difficult days with me? Everything is over, seeing you smiling brightly in the picture makes me feel at ease. Wishing you from now on everything will always be happy, without any difficulties, a smooth and peaceful life path. Anyway, thank you for giving me the days by your side, though difficult, but warm, loving and happy.

Flower

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