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“Women come to me a lot, but I’m afraid of women”

Mac Can’s income of 2.5 million/month is paid by the state with the same health as the last day of sunshine swinging on the water hyacinth wings. Loneliness is only combined with old age helplessness and a burning desire to be loved, but his life is as tragic as Trinh Cong Son’s song:

“Each lover leaves me forever like small rivers. Oh small rivers, vows are the rains…”.

Writing many screenplays, playing dozens of roles, and hundreds of articles, Mac Can never thought that there would be a day when he would be the main character in a separation where his lover recently left without a trace. Contacted again, with the love message: “Mr. Can! Don’t come to my house anymore, don’t look for me anywhere anymore…”.

Mac Can is alone in a 10m2 motel room: Women come to me a lot, but I'm afraid of women - Photo 1.

When he was young, he was a clown and a real tragedy

The conversation with Mac Can was quite difficult because he was tired and could not sit for long. When he asked for permission to lie down, sometimes he helped him sit up. But even when lying down or sitting, his face was lonely and afraid that the guests would return soon, afraid that he would be alone in this small motel room night after day.

The old clown clown Mac Can only studied for 3 years, that’s all his career path to find his words. When I asked him, “How many grades did you finish in 3 years?”. Mac Can shook his head tiredly.

“I don’t remember because that day I attended a seminary, then I dropped out of school to join my father’s troupe. Can I read and write. My literary and film career was born from birth, not through training. of any school”.

When finished reading “The Knife Throwing Board” with the troupe of a family living off the stunt by placing the board and hurling the knife into the heart. But if so, there is nothing to attract the public, the family of that troupe has taken their youngest daughter to “bet” before the knife for many years.

The tip of the knife darted in front of the child with a stare as if the danger was a habit. I’m obsessed with the story, but I have a hunch that Mac has brought a true story from his family into the novel: The Knife Thrower.

After sharing with him about his oppressive feelings when reading that narrative novel, he suddenly opened his heart: “My sister is a real character in that novel, she was hit by a knife. one time my brother was performing. The knife didn’t hit the board, it hit my sister.”

His voice fell like a sky of dark memories, he continued: “My sister is still alive now, but the years instead of playing with dolls or living carefree with children of the same age, my sister I stand in front of the knife every day like that, she is mentally ill. The pain both physically and mentally makes my sister still carry the soul of a child.”

He followed the troupe, reading books when he was sad, but reading selectively. The experience with the troupe in the form of a clown in the middle of the human market makes Mac Can like a treasure of life full of data.

Later, he conveyed through literature, film scripts and roles: Mr. Ba Phi (film Dat Phuong Nam, directed by Nguyen Vinh Son), Master of Songs (film Tay Do Beauty, directed by Le Cung Bac). ).

The salary he received in the film was arbitrary, with a director paying tens of millions of dollars for a film, a few million for a director. He acted in movies, but he didn’t go to any school to train him, he just kept his original character Mac Can in real life.

Like the role of Mr. Ba Phi in the film Dat Phuong Nam, he said that director Vinh Son was his friend, Mr. Son invited me to play the role of Ba Phi, a supporting role and only a little land, but it turned out that many people remembered. Followed the crew for a whole month but acted only a few scenes.

After his sister was hit by a knife, he quit his job as a singer to ride a cyclo. The silver job like lime when it rains, there is no audience, and his whole family has to drink thin porridge to hold the steam.

His marriage ended early, his ex-wife is also old and sick, living with his daughter who is almost six weeks old. His son also died from drinking.

Mac Can is alone in a 10m2 motel room: Women come to me a lot, but I'm afraid of women - Photo 2.

Listening to him rewind his life, his eyes and face were a little panicked, a little flustered, and throughout the conversation, lying down on the bed or trying to sit up was the fact that he understood life, understood people, but force before the arranged hand of fate.

Women see me acting, writing scripts… think it’s a lot of money

I thought the image of the hyacinth wing was just an image in his novel although he mentioned it many times in the book he wrote. Turns out, the main writer is a person, his life is really multi-talented, but he can’t control his heart, it’s less peachy, less frivolous.

Love so much but leave only sad rains, farewell words of women, some people “even if they leave their minds and still have their hearts”, others are as decisive as 1 + 1 = 2.

I can’t believe that the man who specializes in the role of a clown, a short fat panther with a mouth full of “old man in the South” is… so many girls follow. He repeated to me: “I can’t remember how many women have come and gone in my life, so much so that later on, the breakups no longer make him struggle with hurt anymore.”

After his wife is a woman now living in the US, with him a daughter. This woman was commented by him: “A businessman built a fortune and she truly loved me.

Always wanted me to go to America to live with her and her children. But I guess my fate with her is only that. Recently, she came back to Vietnam to visit me.”

“Women come to me a lot, but I’m afraid of women” – he suddenly blurted out a sentence that was not clear from his hurt or because he was tired of unstable relationships.

But when asked, now nearly 80 years old, do you still want to find a true love, to be with you for the rest of your life? Mac Can nodded without thinking for a minute, “My heart is so lonely!”.

The artist is nearly eighty years old, but his soul is still on the way to find a love that will be quietly by his side anyway, even though he is as human as he says: “My hours are strange, man. When you sleep, I’m awake, but when you’re awake, I’m asleep.”

Mac Can is alone in a 10m2 motel room: Women come to me a lot, but I'm afraid of women - Photo 3.

The last lover to leave him was a woman 26 years younger than him. I heard from him that she is still very young and beautiful and has been with him for 10 years. Recently, he heard her talk to someone for a long time, he had a bad feeling.

Dinh was the one who “opened up” first, who knew that one day it would be fine, she packed her clothes in the suitcase and said to him a few sentences: “Mr. Can, don’t come to my house to look for me anymore. Don’t look for me. look for me anywhere anymore”.

That woman was taught by him to write newspaper articles, screenplays and used to admire him so much that she had been with him for a decade.

When he was still able to walk around, when he was doing journalism, writing, screenplay, acting… the pink shadows came to him and came to stay with him as a common sense. They think a person like him must be very rich, with a lot of money in the bank.

But those who came to him because of that mistake were quickly swept away, without even saying goodbye. Those who come to him because of their love for talent, stick with him for longer but still choose to leave in the end.

I asked him why he had to rent a house in old age, did his children come back and take care of him often? He said he had his own house but passed it on to his children. And he went to rent. His eating is very simple, 3 or 4 tablespoons of rice a day.

In this work, the neighbors in the accommodation help him with meals and visit him every time he has a need to ask. Children sometimes come because they still take care of his ex-wife and make a living.

Mac Can – a clown with a crooked mouth and no one thinks amorous has a love life that, according to him, until now he can’t remember all the names of the women who have come to life. The number of years they lived with him, the more I don’t remember. Remembering his wife and two lovers later is already trying very hard!

After reading Mac Can’s literature, you will see that the lonely hyacinth wing floats when the last part of the day is left, making the water surface reflect a little sparkle of a glorious time. Where Mac Can stepped out of novels and movies into real life and then faltered:

“Every lover leaves me forever like small rivers / Oh small rivers, vows are the rains…”

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