Loving someone is so painful

I’m the only son in the family, but I like men. I’m closed gay. Since I was vaguely aware of my gender, I was very scared, afraid that people would discriminate, afraid that my friends and family would be sad, so I tried to hide this. Life would not have come to a standstill if I hadn’t met that young man. I am 22 years old, a customer of my company. The maturity before her age, the youthful freshness in her awakened the wrong feelings I had hidden for a long time. I like you, then gradually it’s not just like anymore. I fell in love with you alone.

>> The first time I fell in love with someone of the same sex made me nauseous

You can vaguely guess but only see me as a brother. I kept silently by my side and gnawed on the sadness called unrequited love. One-sided love for a person is heartbreaking, but not being able to say it is even more painful. I kept hanging around with the question of how to forget her, and then I was conflicted about what she was doing right now, who she was going out with. Really so sad! Is there any way to forget someone the fastest? Am I lonely for so long that it’s easy to misunderstand? What should I do now?

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