While having fun with you, you suddenly shouted a sentence that scared me to run away-Young

Through my friend’s matchmaking, I met the person I wanted. Because it’s a man with good looks, the two of us quickly “catch up” with each other.

Through my friend’s matchmaking, I met the person I wanted. Because it’s a man with good looks, the two of us quickly “catch up” with each other. (Illustration)

I am not a lazy, greedy woman adultery. Just because I hate the man next to me who is not faithful, I plunge into a loose life. I also want to try the feeling other than my husband besides my wife to see if there is anything interesting that my husband and the men are so excited.

So when I read a text message from my husband to a young colleague at the company, my blood boils. Before that, he also went back and forth with his ex-girlfriend who was arrested by me at the battle. He knelt down crying begging me to forgive him, swore that he would correct the mistake, only once, not twice. I forgave him because I loved him and was naive. But less than half a year, he got used to the old way again, causing me heartache.

The woman who has suffered a lot really doesn’t want to devote herself to the man she loves anymore. I want to try the feeling of being let loose, being promiscuous for once.

Through my friend’s matchmaking, I met the person I wanted. Because it’s a man with good looks, the two of us quickly “catch up” with each other. I was originally a beautiful, loving woman, according to friends’ comments. Men still run after me for a long time, but my husband is promiscuous and doesn’t care about his wife.

Going to a motel with that man for the first time, it felt so different. It’s been a long time since I’ve been loved and pampered like this. I decided to settle down once, but my husband was indifferent, his nostalgia rose again, so I plunged into the wrong path again. I don’t care what my husband likes to do, go wherever he wants, I no longer care about him. Perhaps my husband also noticed my coldness.

That time, he said he wanted to travel with me. I feel it is a newness that my husband has not brought me for a long time. I quickly accepted, rented a luxury hotel on the beach to enjoy with you.

That night, while having fun with my lover, I thought about what if his wife caught him. I myself am always worried that one day his wife will find out, I don’t know what the consequences will be. Having said that, I took the risk again and after taking the dose, I couldn’t hold myself back.

After that night, I fell asleep. When I woke up, I suddenly felt empty. I still love my husband in my heart, but looking at the man lying next to me is not my husband, I suddenly feel guilty. Thinking of my children at home, my mother going out again, being with my lover, tears started to flow from my eyes.

His words are no different from those in adulterous movies that I have seen. (illustration)

While thinking, suddenly saw that man dreaming. He said very loudly and clearly in the dream that scared me: “Wife, I beg you, can you forgive me? You know you’re wrong, she seduced you, you’re just happy crossing the street. If you leave me, I will die, I swear I promise…”

His words are no different from those in adulterous movies I’ve seen. I started thinking about all the things I had done, about the man who was always with me, but seemed like a coward. While he was still asleep, I got up to pack my things, hurriedly left, got in the car and went back to the city.

I did not forget to text my lover the news that I had an urgent business to return quickly and said that this love story should also end here. He probably never thought about leaving his wife and children for his mistress, so after I said that, he easily agreed. Or that besides me, he has a few other girlfriends.

While sitting in the car, I thought about my fate, about the fate of women who sacrifice their whole lives for the man they love, but in the end, what do they get in return? When a man is rich, he often forgets his sloppy wife, who was by his side in difficult times. What about women, even though they are poor or miserable, they still have a heart to volunteer to be with their husbands? What justice for us?

Entering the house, seeing that my son was sleeping with the maid and my husband was in the next room, I felt guilty again. It’s my husband’s fault, he’s having an affair but should I make this clear so he has a choice. If he chooses my mother and children, then go back to the family, otherwise, all should end, divorce is the last solution. Anyway, I don’t want to play catch the ball anymore. I want to live happily, comfortably, without lying to each other. A marriage that is not happy is not worth trying to hold on to…