Nothing at 16

That day, my father had a temper tantrum and chased me and my mother. Mom took me to a nearby banana bush, said she loved me, then held my hand and put me to sleep. When she woke up, her mother was gone. I can only cry and call my mother in the deserted night. The year I enrolled in 10th grade, my father passed away, I had to take care of his family while studying for the exam. I was going to do something stupid, but thinking about the future ahead, I stopped. Relatives and friends say that I am taciturn, have problems, I can only try to smile and create a pink world for myself to cover their eyes.

I took the money from my part-time job to go to Hanoi for a check-up, and the result was that I was depressed at the end of the scale with 37 points, very serious. Experts are extremely worried, how can a 16-year-old girl like me have such high measurements. They want to call my family, but I don’t have a family. I just lied and left. On the way back, I didn’t stop crying, but I’m glad that it’s been a long time since someone cared and asked me like that.

>> My husband repeatedly betrayed and beat me

In high school, I entered a new learning environment, everyone hated and didn’t like to play with me because I didn’t talk much, worked slowly, and wasn’t good at making friends. Seeing me as an autistic person, I was isolated. More bad things happened that prompted me to think, in the end I didn’t have the courage so I stopped. Something is holding me back, telling me to keep living. I don’t know what it is, I don’t know what I have to live for.

I can only go to dating sites, chat with strangers to confide in, but not always someone stays to listen to me. That day, when I was practicing wound dressing, my friend next to me suddenly lifted my sleeve, revealing long cuts. You think I’m broken up to do that, calling me with bad words. In the end, I couldn’t stand it anymore, I thought about it and then I didn’t dare. On the day of the “storm”, I had my phone stolen again. I lost everything, what should I do?

Hang

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