Won’t bother when you stop loving me

However, maybe I haven’t made it clear, so there are some misunderstandings. I find myself a bit patriarchal, immature, weak-willed, self-deprecating, perfectionist, indecisive, negative thinking and sometimes obstinate. My friends, relatives and even siblings say that I have a good job, but I still want to have a better job to take care of my wife and children in the future. My appearance is not bad, not handsome but tall, white and often sports. In comparison, my job or appearance is better than yours, but I still have low self-esteem. I know this thinking is a bit stupid, but I can’t fix it right away.

You and I have known each other, understand each other’s work and life. We have nothing to hide, break promises or deceive here as some people mistakenly believe. Although we knew each other online, from the beginning we determined to get to know each other seriously, the two of us had an appointment in the next month. The fact that I delayed the last date was mainly due to the two different working hours, not because I didn’t take my promise to you seriously. I work office hours while she sells goods at the mall, usually until 10 p.m., without weekends or public holidays. We can still go out at night, but she said it would affect both our health and work, so we delayed the date.

>> Should you be determined to pursue one-sided love?

Talking about love affairs, I’m really an “industrial chicken” as people say, with no experience at all. It was difficult for me to open my heart, so after two unrequited love affairs, no one was shaken, even though three or four people actively said they liked me. Why I persisted in one-sided love for many years, I’m sure many people will understand, the love story is inherently complicated. When I still miss my ex, I will find a way to check on that person through friends or follow their life through social networks. I think as long as it doesn’t affect that person’s life, there is no harm in one-sided love. Life is short, we have to do whatever we want.

Now I do not try to contact you to avoid affecting your life. Because I haven’t forgotten you, I’m still waiting, trying to improve myself better. If there is a chance, we will meet again, if not, I wish you luck. Finally, thank you to everyone who took the time to listen to my story and give me advice.

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