My boyfriend’s wedding photo made me free from suffering

I know and get to know a person. We decided to find out seriously to get married because both are not young. He told me to put all my trust in him, he considers himself a kind and filial person. I feel that he is sincere and honest, gradually being attracted to and reciprocating his feelings. He gave me many promises, said that if I don’t become a couple in the future, I will probably choose a single life instead of finding out and marrying anyone anymore. We also have many plans and intentions for the future.

Suddenly he became silent, did not contact me at all. At first, I decided to keep quiet because I always had the feeling that he was dating someone else, then I thought maybe something was wrong, so I decided to ask: “You should understand how my silence is? If there is a problem, Please share with me, we can solve it together. With me, don’t suffer alone. In case you don’t like me anymore or are dating someone else, you should also make it clear, I will do the same. for you”. He said he didn’t know anyone, said I was a good girl, kind, living a very emotional life, in me there was nothing to criticize. Since meeting me and feeling compatible with many things, he has been very happy. He believes and hopes for a bright future.

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He really wanted to build a long-term happiness with me, but he felt guilty, low-key, afraid that I would be sad, so he withdrew so that I could be happy. I will live like this without making anyone more miserable. He added that he used to suffer from depression, and is currently still taking antidepressants. I believe what he said, also affirming that I will accept all things from him. I only agree to stop if you are dating someone else. As for other cases, I don’t care, no matter what, I’m with you. He said let him calm down and then he will contact me if he has anything.

Hearing that, I waited patiently, believing that one day he would understand his feelings. Or after clarifying and explaining everything, if there is no predestined relationship with each other, at least it will make me comfortable, not as miserable as I am now. He will have a more positive outlook, live a happier life and avoid relapses of depression. During the time of parting, I always felt guilt, torment, obsession, pain because of his noble sacrifice. Not a single night I slept well because I thought he was also very sad. I always research and find ways and books to help him get out of depression without drugs. I also prepared everything to wait for him to calm down and then see you.

No one can learn the word doubt in life, I accidentally saw his wedding photo. Maybe God still loves me and doesn’t want me to continue living in such suffering, so I can clearly see his true nature. The reason I believe in you is because I feel you are sincere, you are a good person. The things he shared, I have experienced so I have deep sympathy, I did not expect it all to be a scam.

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When I was worried and afraid that he would be sad and sick, it was the time when he was considerate to others. When I was trying to find a way to resolve his misunderstanding, it was when he patted, spoiled and made other girls happy. When I was still afraid that he would choose to be single, he walked into the aisle hand in hand. I feel my sincerity betrayed, gradually losing faith in life and love. I also know that I was wrong because I believed too much in the lies that I thought were sincere.

I don’t know why I’m always deceived like this, even though I think and care about others, I’m honest and straightforward. What can I do to forget this sad feeling and have a better life? Many times, I kept thinking or wanting to become a monk because I found myself trusting people easily, and time and time again I was deceived. I feel like I’m not fit to live in this world.

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