Am I unfilial when I think badly of my mother?

I am female, 32 years old, working and living abroad for six years. There is one problem that makes me think forever, that is my mother. I would like to tell you about the process of working abroad for nearly six years. Except for the monthly expenses and money sent to my mother, I have about 1.5 billion dong left. My family has quite a few brothers and sisters, but none of them are well-off enough, nor are they poor, all of them have enough to live on every day. I am the youngest child and live with my mother, so all family expenses related to my mother are taken care of. My brother and sister did not provide for me because they thought I had taken care of everything.

Now that she’s old, I want to stay close to her, but she doesn’t seem to like me coming back. Every time I said I wanted to go home, my mother told me to go home and play, but I always knew what to do when I came back. In my heart, I wish my mother called me to stay with me, be urged by my mother to get married and have children. But my mother never said that. There were times when I complained to my mother that I was very tired, I had a sinus infection, I wanted to go home, but my mother told me to try to go, and then told me to take what medicine I would send. I don’t know what my mother thought when her 32-year-old daughter was still in a foreign country.

>> For the past six years, my heart always hurts thinking about my mother

Every time I pretended to remind my mother that I was going to get married, she said that getting married is hard, what to do, make a lot of money later in life, don’t worry about anything. My monthly salary deducted from my mother seven to 10 million pocket money. My sister said that she was afraid that I wouldn’t be able to get a husband when I got married. Does she really think so, or am I thinking badly of her? My husband and children are not important to me, it’s okay to have it, it’s okay not to have it. Experiencing many times of love and failure, I also have some doubts about the sincerity of men, but in my heart I still hope that my mother will call me home. When I returned home, I worked hard for a while and then started a business or something, not letting my mother suffer. I hope she thinks for me a little, is that too selfish?

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